Tag: self seeking

  • Looking for signs will take us away from CHRIST

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    Scriptures Referenced
    John 4:24 (NKJV)

    24 God is Spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth.”


    Romans 1:20-23 (NKJV)

    20 For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse,
    21 because, although they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God, nor were thankful, but became futile in their thoughts, and their foolish hearts were darkened.
    22 Professing to be wise, they became fools,
    23 and changed the glory of the incorruptible God into an image made like corruptible man—and birds and four-footed animals and creeping things.


    Matthew 24:24 (NKJV)

    24 For false christs and false prophets will rise and show great signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect.


    2 Thessalonians 2:8-10 (NKJV)

    8 And then the lawless one will be revealed, whom the Lord will consume with the breath of His mouth and destroy with the brightness of His coming.
    9 The coming of the lawless one is according to the working of Satan, with all power, signs, and lying wonders,
    10 and with all unrighteous deception among those who perish, because they did not receive the love of the truth, that they might be saved.


    Matthew 12:39 (NKJV)

    39 But He answered and said to them, “An evil and adulterous generation seeks after a sign, and no sign will be given to it except the sign of the prophet Jonah.
    40 For as Jonah was three days and three nights in the belly of the great fish, so will the Son of Man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.


    James 1:22 New King James Version (NKJV)

    22 But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves.


    James 4:6 New Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition (NRSVCE)

    6 But he gives all the more grace; therefore it says,
    “God opposes the proud,
    but gives grace to the humble.” =========================================================================

    2 Corinthians 13:5 Amplified Bible (AMP)

    5 Examine and test and evaluate your own selves to see whether you are holding to your faith
    and showing the proper fruits of it. Test and prove yourselves

    Do you not yourselves realize and know [thoroughly by an ever-increasing experience] that Jesus Christ is in you—unless you are [counterfeits] disapproved on trial and rejected?


    Galatians 6:3 New King James Version (NKJV)

    3 For if anyone thinks himself to be something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself.


    1 Corinthians 8:2 Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

    2 Those who think they know something do not yet know anything as they should.


    Luke 10:26-28 New Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition (NRSVCE)

    26 He said to him, “What is written in the law? What do you read there?”
    27 He answered, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul,
    and with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbor as yourself.”
    28 And he said to him, “You have given the right answer; do this, and you will live.
    ”


    AI-generated transcript below — please excuse any errors

    00:00 Praise Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Brothers and sisters, today the power of Christ Daily 2 November 2015. Brothers and sisters, this is an important topic because this deals with the human soul, the human weakness. And again some scriptures.

    00:19 Again I’ll repeat the same scriptures. John 4:24. God is Spirit.

    00:23 Those who worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth. Now we know yesterday scriptures that God says what we became men, men, men, men. Mankind exchanged the glory of God.

    00:44 Glory of the incorruptible God. This is Romans 1:22 professing to be wise. They became fools because in 21 he says because although they knew God, they did not glorify him as God, nor were thankful.

    00:58 That means we are ungrateful. No. So anything ungrateful got a big problem.

    01:03 So I have a lot of ministry in ministry a lot of people I find over the years after knowing God, they are still very ungrateful. They will say praise God, praise God and all that. They still ungrateful to God.

    01:15 They do all kinds of things opposite to God and then they also ungrateful to people. God has used to help them. But we who serve, serve unto the Lord.

    01:25 Just like a wife submits to a husband as a service unto the Lord. As a submission unto the Lord. We serve the people as we passed.

    01:34 Every servant must serve the people as their service to the Lord. So we don’t expect anything now. I got a bad cold last night.

    01:44 A terrible night. Hardly could sleep, Temperature running and all that. Well, this is so.

    01:49 Excuse the voice. The voice is terrible. Now last time I will say this kind of voice is Jim Reeves voice.

    01:57 You know you can sing good songs. Because I’m poor singer actually. So I used to joke about that.

    02:02 But now this kind of voice bothering me. Amen. So now brothers and sisters professing to be wise.

    02:09 First of all, they are unthankful. People are unthankful. They did not glorify him as God or although they knew God, but became futile in their thoughts.

    02:19 And their foolish hearts were darkened. Became foolish, futile. Thinking things that have never produced anything worthwhile.

    02:26 Futile, useless. And their foolish hearts were darkened. Foolish looking after foolish things, chasing foolish things, professing to be wise.

    02:35 They became fools and changed the glory of the incorruptible God into an image. Image, not just idols or statues, into an image made like corruptible men and birds and four footed animals and creeping things. Brothers and sisters, this is a very
    important scripture.

    02:56 And I was like that. So when I’m telling brother, don’t do this, it’s like this scripture says this. Oh, this pastor is picking on me, brother.

    03:04 I was worse. Okay, now thank Jesus. So thank the why I say Jesus Christ saved me from myself.

    03:12 I was a big destructive force for myself and my family because if I just followed Christ earlier, this all wouldn’t happen. The mess wouldn’t take place. But I thank God in all things because it’s the mess that makes me follow Jesus Christ Rooted.

    03:27 That means afraid to take one inch out of Christ. It’s like you know when you send something into space, anything into space, even a missile or a rocket or whatever. Let us say you want to reach a destination and the destination is some thousands of
    miles into space.

    03:46 And let’s say your calculation went wrong by 1 inch in direction it finally when it reaches a place it will be miles from the target. Why the 1 inch start difference here ends up miles from the target that’s slightly away from Christ will end up
    miles away from Christ. Thereby we are fear the loss of our position in Christ.

    04:11 Jesus said he’ll never leave forsakers. But we end up doing this mess we end up going in. Now brothers and sisters, false prophets.

    04:21 In Matthew 24:24 false Christs and false prophets will arise and show great signs and wonders to deceive if possible. Even they lacked. And this is going on, you see for instance, pity, you know, sad.

    04:34 For instance some when I came to the Lord soon after a couple of years later, there was a persecution that’s going on in Indonesia. People were killing. There were group fighting.

    04:47 It could be considered ethnic. But at the same time they killing Chinese massacre. But at the same time some Chinese were Christians.

    04:55 So it was also thinking they were killing Christians. It may also be just killing for economy reasons. I don’t know the entire story here but anyways and some of our brothers and sisters were being killed and we in the ministry, in the mission
    groups and all we were hearing radio calls coming in, telephones turning in, worshipping and all that.

    05:16 Now at that time a sign, a big cross supposed to have appeared over Jakarta. A big cross in the sky appeared over Jakarta. They say some even taken a picture to show what it looks like.

    05:32 I’ve seen the picture but you know sisters pictures can be doctored and all that. Now every anyway can you imagine. So immediately the Christians begin to believe that oh, they will be saved, the people will be saved, our brother and sister will be
    saved.

    05:47 And all that didn’t happen. Our people perished, perished. But people were looking for signs in the sky.

    05:58 It’s very sad when we begin to look for signs. And God always told us what told us in Matthew 12:39,38. But he answered to them and said, an evil and adulterous generation seeks after a sign.

    06:14 But no sign will be given to it except the sign of prophet Jonah. Jonah went three days and three nights in the belly of great feet. Then Jesus went three days into the grave and came out.

    06:25 That’s the sign now. And he calls these people who are looking for a sign an evil and adulterous generation. Evil? No, that means we are looking for a sign other than what Jesus has said.

    06:39 Any sign we are looking for that is not in line with scripture. He calls us evil, an adulteress. Now, this adultery is not what I physically were committing adultery, right? This is not this adulterous generation.

    06:52 He is talking about spiritual adultery. He says, you come to me and say, I am your creator, I am your Father, I am your Savior. But you go and look for signs and all over the place you are committing spiritual adultery.

    07:04 So until we understand the spirit world, we will get duped. Can’t. Now, brothers and sisters, this thing looking for a sign.

    07:12 We must stop. Because we are worshipping in spirit and in truth. And he calls those looking for a sign an evil.

    07:19 And adulterers. Evil means evil against him. Adulterers means we are committing spiritual adultery against him.

    07:25 We are having some other God in our heart. The sign is in our heart. First of all, the denomination, not the issue here.

    07:32 You must want to follow Christ. Now, as I begin to talk like these, some people get offended. The question is, you get offended.

    07:39 You ask yourself, I’m showing scripture. When I show scripture, don’t you think it’s necessary for you to read the scripture and come to your own understanding? If you have your own understanding, which is different from what I’m telling you, will
    then decide. You will then find out.

    07:54 I will also find out, brothers and sisters. But getting angry with another brother, brother like me, who’s now doing this is useless. In fact, he hurts you.

    08:03 Why? God says, if you’re angry at a person without a cause, when he’s showing scripture. When I’m showing scripture, obviously that. Of course, if you’re angry with me for showing scripture like this, then I put another segment called Christian
    murderers.

    08:16 Jesus Christ calls those who are angry with a brother without, of course, he’s a murderer. So don’t do that for your own sake. Now I’ll continue teaching because this is the truth.

    08:27 You see, the scripture do not look for sign. And when you look for sign, your heart begin to look. Sign you’ll be deceived.

    08:34 For instance, there are churches where suddenly one chap will come and he’ll preach and then throw some gold dust and say, God gave gold dust. Gold dust appeared. Do you know, many times they go and test.

    08:45 In fact, all the time there’s not a single tested record to show that dust was actually gold. It was then turned out to be some other metal and some imitation or whatever. By that time they’ll take a child or somebody and say, you get gold.

    08:58 The child will say, yes. And somebody say, I got gold. And they’ll be jumping and jumping and jumping and all that.

    09:03 Now remember this. Why would Jesus Christ give gold dust? What is the purpose? When our God does something, there’s a purpose, his purpose. Now let’s go back to the purpose.

    09:14 Jesus came. He said book from Isaiah. Isaiah he read when ministry was to start.

    09:20 Came to set the captive free. Came to set the captive free. Now how does a dust appearing in a congregation set the captive free? O they will believe in God more.

    09:33 Now then we come back to this scripture. They have changed the glory of the incorruptible corruptible God into an image made like corruptible man. Now why? They are looking for gold, isn’t they? That means man’s heart is always looking for something
    but not willing to obey and believe.

    09:50 He died and rose again for our sins. That’s all he wants us to do. And believe also.

    09:55 If you cannot, you can command your heart and mind in the name of Jesus Christ to believe. It’s simple said. That’s why Apostle Paul said what the thing I want to do, I must do.

    10:05 I don’t do the thing I shouldn’t do, I end up doing. Who will save me from this? Oh, from this wretched world, wretched situation. Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

    10:13 I’m telling you all in the name of Jesus Christ. You can change your conduct. So when God does something, he wants you to become chaste virgin.

    10:21 Your heart must become souls. Must become chaste virgin bride to Christ. That’s the anger.

    10:26 But if your heart is going to the. If more gold is shown, people running there where their heart is and the gold, isn’t it. Oh, they’ll get something.

    10:33 I’ll get something. Why do people go to the signs and wonders? They want to receive something, but they’re not going to Jesus Christ who will provide for you. It’s easier to go here than listen to some people, but not willing to pray in the name of
    Jesus Christ.

    10:48 Command and command your heart and mind. Examine ourselves to see whether we are right or wrong. So this examining ourselves and commanding our heart and mind is a necessary part.

    11:00 Now there are others who will say, okay, they will take. Now Jesus, you know when he did a miracle, okay, take the miracle with the baskets of bread and fish, he fed everybody, right? It’s a purpose. There’s a purpose.

    11:14 The people were starving. Then he pitied them. If they walked back, they followed me already.

    11:19 They walked back to go and buy food in the nearest village. It’ll take many hours and they’re already with me so long. And they are starving and they will faint on the way.

    11:28 So I will make a miracle and give them bread and fish now. But giving them gold can feed them false gold. So these are not sound mind anything, any sign and wonder.

    11:40 They are giving what is the purpose? And many, in fact, all the times we know about this, the signs and wonders don’t work. This person doesn’t change from insight to worship God in spirit and truth and to obey Jesus Christ. And so character doesn’t
    change.

    11:57 They go signs and wonders. And then holy laughter, jump, jump, jump, jump. Holy laughter, jump.

    12:02 All these are not true righteousness, peace and joy. Then there are others. Oh, we’ll organize a trip to Israel and look at the grave where Jesus was walked, the path and all that.

    12:15 If you’re led by the Spirit of God and the Spirit of God tells you go there, then I will tell you, you better go. Because if you really believe God has told you, you better go. Because that’s what God has told you.

    12:25 But I’m telling you, brothers and sisters, if you have fun to go and you settle in your spirit to go, you go to this tours. But what happened? The poor fellow who cannot go, can’t afford, he’s got family to feed. What happens to him? What happens to
    her? And actually, when you go there, you know what the angel told finally, when they went to, when the disciples ran there, he is not here anymore.

    12:48 He has risen. He is not in the grave. So why do we go to a hole where he is not there anymore? So we have a sensation of holiness, righteousness.

    12:57 When you walk that area that is physical feeling, in spirit and in truth, you worship the joy that comes into your soul. When all the world around you is in darkness and you are suffering and your heart is being ripped from your. From your body, you
    cannot take it, it’s crushing.

    13:15 You feel like you’re dying. You cannot even breathe because the tragedy around you is so great. And you call Jesus Christ of Nazareth, have mercy on me, Lord Jesus.

    13:25 And Jesus turns up and releases your problem. And you feel, ah, I’m released. I feel peace, my Lord.

    13:33 You are the husband of my soul. I’m grateful, Lord Jesus. I’m grateful you, merciful God, merciful Lord.

    13:39 Therefore you have to practice in righteousness, spirit and in truth. Seek ye the kingdom of God’s righteousness, peace and joy first. Whereas all these things will be added, added.

    13:50 Brothers and sisters, brothers and sisters. Today let’s not fall into an evil, adulterous generation. Let’s not go and look for the signs.

    14:01 When God puts a sign, it will be so clear as it. And there are people. God said, do not call anyone a rabbi.

    14:08 Do not be called a rabbi. In Matthew, he says, but there are persons who call themselves rabbi. Jesus is telling the followers not, do not.

    14:16 And they say they are followers of Christ. Rabbi this and rabbi that. And say, look for the blood moon and the blood moon, really not blood.

    14:22 And you have to struggle to come to conclusion that it’s actually a blood moon. When Jesus creates a blood moon, it will be so clear, everybody will be shocked, Shocked. Brothers and sisters, when God creates a sign, it will be so drastic.

    14:34 But that also. In fact, he said, Satan comes with lying signs and wonders. Lying signs and wonders.

    14:41 We must be afraid of that also. So therefore we must sow in the truth with him so he can settle us when the trouble comes. When the delusion comes, deception comes.

    14:50 In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

  • Self-Seeking Causes Self Destruction – CHRIST Seeking Gives Great Life (Tamil)

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    Scriptures Referenced
    James 3:16 New King James Version (NKJV)

    16 For where envy and self-seeking exist, confusion and every evil thing are there.


    Philippians 2:8-10 New Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition (NRSVCE)

    8 he humbled himself and became obedient to the point of death— even death on a cross.

    9 Therefore God also highly exalted him and gave him the name that is above every name, 10 so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bend, in heaven and on earth and under the earth,


    Matthew 10:32-33 New King James Version (NKJV)

    32 “Therefore whoever confesses Me before men, him I will also confess before My Father who is in heaven.
    33 But whoever denies Me before men, him I will also deny before My Father who is in heaven.


    James 1:22 New King James Version (NKJV)

    22 But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves.

    James 4:6 New Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition (NRSVCE)

    6 But he gives all the more grace; therefore it says,

    “God opposes the proud,
    but gives grace to the humble.”

    2 Corinthians 13:5 Amplified Bible (AMP)

    5 Examine and test and evaluate your own selves to see whether you are holding to your faith
    and showing the proper fruits of it. Test and prove yourselves

    Do you not yourselves realize and know [thoroughly by an ever-increasing experience]
    that Jesus Christ is in you—unless you are [counterfeits] disapproved on trial and rejected?


    Galatians 6:3 New King James Version (NKJV)

    3 For if anyone thinks himself to be something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself.


    1 Corinthians 8:2 Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

    2 Those who think they know something do not yet know anything as they should.


    Luke 10:26-28 New Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition (NRSVCE)

    26 He said to him, “What is written in the law? What do you read there?”
    27 He answered, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul,
    and with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbor as yourself.”
    28 And he said to him, “You have given the right answer; do this, and you will live.
    ”

    —

    In CHRIST,

    Power of Christ Daily

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  • Self-Seeking Causes Self Destruction – CHRIST Seeking Gives Great Life

    Listen to this audio recording, based on the Word of GOD, now!
    Scriptures Referenced
    James 3:16 New King James Version (NKJV)

    16 For where envy and self-seeking exist, confusion and every evil thing are there.


    Philippians 2:8-10 New Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition (NRSVCE)

    8 he humbled himself and became obedient to the point of death— even death on a cross.

    9 Therefore God also highly exalted him and gave him the name that is above every name, 10 so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bend, in heaven and on earth and under the earth,


    Matthew 10:32-33 New King James Version (NKJV)

    32 “Therefore whoever confesses Me before men, him I will also confess before My Father who is in heaven.
    33 But whoever denies Me before men, him I will also deny before My Father who is in heaven.


    James 1:22 New King James Version (NKJV)

    22 But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves.

    James 4:6 New Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition (NRSVCE)

    6 But he gives all the more grace; therefore it says,

    “God opposes the proud,
    but gives grace to the humble.”

    2 Corinthians 13:5 Amplified Bible (AMP)

    5 Examine and test and evaluate your own selves to see whether you are holding to your faith
    and showing the proper fruits of it. Test and prove yourselves

    Do you not yourselves realize and know [thoroughly by an ever-increasing experience]
    that Jesus Christ is in you—unless you are [counterfeits] disapproved on trial and rejected?


    Galatians 6:3 New King James Version (NKJV)

    3 For if anyone thinks himself to be something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself.


    1 Corinthians 8:2 Easy-to-Read Version (ERV)

    2 Those who think they know something do not yet know anything as they should.


    Luke 10:26-28 New Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition (NRSVCE)

    26 He said to him, “What is written in the law? What do you read there?”
    27 He answered, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul,
    and with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbor as yourself.”
    28 And he said to him, “You have given the right answer; do this, and you will live.
    ”

    —

    In CHRIST,

    Power of Christ Daily

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    AI-generated transcript below — please excuse any errors

    00:00 Praise Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Brothers and sisters, the power of Christ Daily Today 3rd September 2015 titled Self Seeking Causes self destruction. Self seeking causes self destruction. Christ seeking gives great life.

    00:15 Christ seeking gives great life. Brothers and sisters, I too was self seeking before and it caused me a lot of distraction. Now first of all, remember this in James 3:16, James 3:16, I’m reading from the King James new King James Version.

    00:35 For where envy and self seeking exist, confusion and every evil thing are there. Where envy and self seeking exist, James 3:16, confusion and every evil thing are there. Now remember Jesus Christ was selfless in Philippians 2, 8, 10 we have seen he
    humbled himself even to the dying time.

    00:59 Also he humbled himself to obey. Nothing about him. It’s about us because he loves us.

    01:04 Now, brothers and sisters, I’ve seen this. Self destruction is a very big term I’ve used. Very dangerous, very alarming term.

    01:12 I’m going to discuss some cases, some issues over the years I’ve seen. Now some Bibles will say selfish ambition. Selfish ambition, yeah, it means the same.

    01:24 But many people don’t get it. Why I am not ambition. Take a house.

    01:28 Homemaker, housewife they call it. Homemaker. I am not ambitious.

    01:34 And so self selfish ambition, it doesn’t happen to me. But self seeking is actually self seeking is this. It’s about you and your child, your family may be and your husband, your child, not so these in various aspects.

    01:49 For instance, a homemaker is. Whenever you’re doing something, it’s only about you. I need to do this, I need to do that.

    01:57 Or you’ll tell your this is how it should be done. Because I like it this way. This is how.

    02:01 This is how. You won’t say I like it that way, but actually that’s what it means. This is how.

    02:06 This is how it’s done. And envy. Envy means they have that I must have this.

    02:12 I don’t have this. They have a better kitchen. I don’t have the better kitchen.

    02:16 I need a ghetto kitchen. And then I must have it this way. And then you manipulate your husband or talk to him in such a way you know that it’s really needed and all that whatever.

    02:26 And all this is envy and self seeking. It’s about self, how you want it. Where there exists confusion and every evil thing are there.

    02:35 Every evil thing means all the demons already there. All the demons are there and they finally destroy you. God seeking Christ seeking his great life.

    02:45 So people say, what nonsense is this? For instance, in work. No, everything I must have, I must have. I must excel.

    02:54 I forget about these people, forget about my friend or neighbor, whatever. I must excel. So I won’t tell them this, I will tell them this way.

    03:01 And then you begin to manipulate because why you want that promotion and you want the promotion, why somebody else got a promotion? And what happens, you know, confusion comes confusion. When I talk to these people, you’ll find the answers don’t
    make sense. When you ask, when I’m counseling, when I ask some question, the answers even for the normal, sound mind, normal person also it doesn’t make sense, unbeliever.

    03:23 Also it won’t make sense. It’ll be Confucian. No, they tell you one thing here and then tomorrow, later within the same council, they tell you something else.

    03:30 They are in confusion because every evil thing already there. Why self seeking exists. So you take for instance a single, a single girl once married, oh, she will do selfie this way, self did that way.

    03:44 Selfies, you know, selfies, they forget when they’re not taking the selfies. Because selfie you can put on the first front, fantastic picture, you can put for yourself within a great great green, painted your face properly or whatever nicely painted
    up and oh, selfie this way, that way. But when you’re sitting quietly in the car and you’re not doing this, when people look into your car, then when they see you, you’re now in your own mind, you do some rubbish.

    04:07 People think they are in the car, people nobody can see inside, they will be digging their nose or something, you know. So now and then this same girl dress up this way, all self to the extent when supposing they are going to a party, oh, they want
    to make sure that her friend, they may be good friends and the two girls, but she’s a boy, she wants a boy. They don’t care about the friend.

    04:30 No, I want, I want Destruction finally comes. Destruction. No, terrible destruction.

    04:36 Confusion also will be there. And then they begin to tell something to lie and all that. Why confusion has come.

    04:42 Every evil thing has come to have great life, you must be God seeking selfless. Selfish is different from self seeking. Selfish is you have something you don’t want to share, you don’t want to share, you want to keep yourself, you don’t want to tell
    people you have it.

    04:56 And whatever you can do and do not do is sin, by the way. So as a pastor and a servant of God, if I have something, I can tell people, even outside people who are not Christians, if I can do something for them and I don’t do it is sin. So I must do
    so.

    05:12 What you can do and do not do is sin. So praise Jesus Christ of Nazareth for that command. Now every command of God is for our sake, to improve us, to settle us.

    05:21 God clearly said this is a fantastic command. Understanding self seeking and envy means confusion. Every evil thing is there and we can get out.

    05:30 We can start commanding our heart and mind, examining ourselves in every circumstance. For instance, let’s say a widow or a single woman, that girl got a good husband, that girl got a husband, I want a husband, I want a husband. And then in the self
    seeking mode, envy will come.

    05:48 Envira that one, that woman got a good husband, I don’t have, you know. And then same thing, widows, same thing. Self seeking, self seeking.

    05:57 Confucian there all the time. Confucian. And every evil thing.

    06:00 And whenever people are self seeking, I see they actually are ungrateful. Also very ungrateful. They don’t themselves know because they’re captive, they’re already captured by the devil.

    06:12 Because every evil thing has come captured by the devil. So they’ll talk to you as they talk to you in guile and deception. They’ll put on a front and hello pastor, how are you? This and that not true.

    06:22 And then they actually hello brother, how are you? Hello sister, how are you? You know, brother or sister, you didn’t do this for me. I was waiting, you know, I needed it and all. But you check the self seeking people, they’ll never do anything for
    anybody else.

    06:35 And whenever they do something for somebody else, there will be some self seeking there. I have seen women, you know, who, when supposing somebody coming to the house and one particular boy, brother or sister coming into the house, they’ll do some
    special dish, why they want to impress that particular sister. So they cook.

    06:56 That woman cooks, that girl cooks a better dish. Because impressed a girl or want to impress a boy or whatever. Self seeking in many ways it will come.

    07:04 So it is for you as a child of God to know God, your father God, son of the living God, the husband of your soul already said envy and self seeking is going to destroy you. Confusion will be there. And confusion no.

    07:17 Oh, when they’re coming, they keep quiet. They won’t say, but they’ll be acting uncertain, confusionly, saying things wrongly. And then anybody say no, no, no, we’ll be rushing to do something.

    07:27 Why confusion has taken place. Every evil thing, they can’t even see. Everybody can see already everybody can see this.

    07:35 Every evil thing has come. Self seeking is there. Very ugly spirit is there.

    07:40 They themselves cannot see. And what we do, we must pity them. But at the same time we cannot encourage self seeking envy.

    07:46 I’ll have to put a stop and say look here, I cannot do this for you. And when self seeking, you know, my child, oh yo, you all didn’t do anything. Nobody did anything for me, no.

    07:56 And then you check a list would have been done for them. They never, they are ungrateful, they wouldn’t check that. But they’ll say no, I waited, no.

    08:04 And then they didn’t do for me. They won’t think so much this person has done for me. So much they’ve done for me.

    08:11 They didn’t do this for me. Maybe they are struggling, maybe they’re not well. Maybe they got so many things to do.

    08:17 No, they don’t come to them because evil things have captured them. They only think they didn’t do for me. They didn’t do for me.

    08:23 They didn’t do for me. My doctor. Wow.

    08:27 Maybe that person, the pastor, the brother, the sister maybe couldn’t do today. Let me call and find out. Are they all right? Are they all right? Can I do something to settle you? No, it will never come because self seeking is so rooted inside that
    you’ll never think of that other person suffering, you know? And many times the godly person will be suffering and you won’t know.

    08:47 They’ll just do for you. They’ll be suffering but they’ll do for you. Why? They are disciples of Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

    08:54 They love Jesus Christ and their heart is surrendered to Jesus Christ and they want to please Jesus Christ. So they’re suffering, they will get up and do. But you self seeking soul, oh, they never do for me.

    09:07 And they do something, they must be doing something for somebody else. They are doing somebody else, but not for me. Ungratefulness come.

    09:15 Unthankfulness will come and destroy them. Now in places they sell mlm. I’ve sold the MLM before now what to do, how to sell this thing, how to sell this thing, how to get this thing.

    09:27 I must get this money to buy. Not besides thinking I must sell this, I must finish my quota not thinking whether this person buys and then will they have enough money, will they suffer after that? Maybe you have convinced them so well because your
    logic is so good or whatever and they put in money and that send out the money for the month for them to. They’re sacrificing for something else.

    09:47 Sacrificing from some other budget. Don’t want to think, you know, just want to push the product. Self seeking and envy why? Oh, other fellow did better already.

    09:57 I must do better. I must do better. Envy, confusion, every evil thing is there.

    10:02 Self destruction is round the corner. Round the corner. I have seen this repeatedly.

    10:06 Self destruction coming. Sure. Come, there’s no escape because it is God’s word.

    10:12 Every evil thing out there means it’s destroying you already. Destroying you already. It’s finished now.

    10:21 Self seeking ministry. Oh, I want more people in this church. I want more people in this church.

    10:27 You see, the other church, plenty of people, more church. So I will do this, I will do that. Not one stopping to think.

    10:34 What does the husband of your soul, your lord and master, to whom you have declared to be a servant unto? What does he want? Does he want you to compete with the other church? Or does he want you to do the right thing? For one soul, just one soul
    for God is worth more than the whole world. He told us. What does it profit a man to gain the whole world and lose his own soul? Lose his own soul.

    10:55 What does it profit a man? So why wouldn’t you? For God, he said, look here, son, one soul. Dharma is early days, you know. I already know.

    11:09 God said, look, yes, I am one soul. I’m telling you, not even worth the whole world. It’s more than that, it’s worth.

    11:17 So what would you do as a servant? Seek the soul, settle the soul. But no comparing. Comparing.

    11:24 Envy, self seeking, self seeking, destruction. And these people with self seeking, they never improve. Why? Something will grow.

    11:33 They’ll keep on taking from people. I call them those days before born again. There are two kinds of people.

    11:38 I will say, I say there are two before born again. Two kinds of people. One the takers and the other one the givers.

    11:44 The people who give. And there are people who just take and take and take and take. Never give.

    11:51 Never even think of giving. Can you imagine why self seeking, envy, the confusion, every evil thing, it’s all about them. That is why forever their life is not changing forever their life is mess.

    12:03 And for their life forever they’ll be complaining. I have nothing, I’m suffering. The more they come, I’m suffering, I have nothing.

    12:10 Then nobody helps me, you know, nobody helps me. You know, the more destruction and more destruction. And this goes on in a cycle, goes on one cycle all the time.

    12:19 Brothers and sisters, self seeking and envy is a terrible thing you have to examine because it’s destruction, self destruction. You don’t want to be destroyed. I’m sure you’re listening to this now.

    12:31 The problem is I’ve not all the idiots I was in churches. I never learned this from them, you know, I never learned people, they might have read this scripture in passing, but not drilled into us. Hey, self seeking will kill you.

    12:45 Envy and self seeking confusion. Every evil thing is there. Whenever people are confused, immediately servants, pastors, check.

    12:51 Whenever people making sentences, statements to you that are not logical, not reasonable, not reasonable, immediately seeing where is the self seeking? Where is the envy? You check, you will find it, because God will show you. And then you tell the
    brother or sister, brother, sister, your problem is self seeking and envy. That’s why you are suffering.

    13:11 Nothing to do with people helping you or not helping you. Nothing to do with your examination or not examination. Nothing to do with your children suffering.

    13:11 Nothing to do with you being a single woman or a widow or a married woman or whatever. It’s because of self seeking and envy. So, brothers and sisters, check this among ourselves first.

    13:27 And then of course, take a log out of our own eye. Take a log. I must take the log out of my own eye before I look at the speck in my brother or sister side to see how to settle them.

    13:38 Self seeking, whenever you see, self seeking will never understand. They would have. People would have done so much for them.

    13:45 And yet it was in the heart that I would do. They forgot all the rest earlier. Now they’re only looking at the next issue.

    13:52 Next issue. Nobody helping me. Nobody helping me.

    13:55 And self seeking. Envier, when you can get others to do something they won’t do, they’ll get others and they’ll put on this ugly spirit of pity. Self pity, ugly spirit.

    14:05 Oh, nobody help me. You know, victimized spirit. No, very ugly spirit.

    14:11 When I see it. I see the spirit before the brother said to open the mouth Today I know this is a terrible spirit. After a while God will tell.

    14:20 God will show if you don’t examine yourself. After being corrected by two or three brothers and sisters. Sudden destruction.

    14:27 That’s the scripture you know. After being repeatedly corrected on and on. So brothers and sisters, I’m telling you, anyone with this self seeking business, after being told people, hey, care for others, why you always complain other people don’t do
    for you all that they’re telling? And repeatedly you continue doing.

    14:45 Sudden destruction. God says self destruction is explosion. Self implosion, explosion.

    14:51 Brothers and sisters, no need. Christ seeking gives great life. Christ seeking great life.

    14:57 So everything you cry out to Christ and you say what you must do. Today I get up. What I must do.

    15:05 Not what I can get from people. What I can get people. This fellow must help me.

    15:09 That fellow must help me. No. What I must do as I begin to do Great life comes because selfless.

    15:16 I must command my heart and mind in the name of Jesus Christ to be selfless today. Why? Because our hearts are like that command. And Jesus has given his name, his blood to wash us clean and to command our heart and mind to be selfless.

    15:31 Selfless. No more self seeking to be God seeking. God seeking in the name of Jesus Christ.

    15:37 God seeking get great life through. I’ve seen these cases who’ve changed from self seeking to God seeking finally have great life. There’ll be many testimonies even in this own congregation.

    15:49 But there are still some in this congregation that I minister have this envy and self seeking going on and I pity them because self destruction coming and keep on telling them, not listening what to do. We can only tell. We are not dictators, we are
    not the police, we are not soldiers, we are not human soldiers.

    16:02 We are not prison wardens. We can only tell. And after the cry for mercy from God, brothers and sisters, everything we do check for self seeking and then turn it into Christ seeking.

    16:19 What does Jesus Christ, the husband of my soul wants me to do in this instance? And I will endure. I will pick up my cross and walk, walk. I turn the other cheek, I give away the next shirt or whatever I go in Jesus name I get up and walk.

    16:36 He suffered for me. I take up my cross and walk. I will not be depending just people must help me, help me, help me.

    16:43 And then I will say I want to help people. I want to help people as you begin to say I want to help people. Oh things life begin to change.

    16:50 Jesus Christ will move for you. In Jesus name I pray Amen.